德国留学笔记(七)

    (其实英语写得其烂,德语根本无法流利吐槽.)
    上周四,阴天,极冷,精疲力竭地结束了所有事情,才发现毕业之后的兴奋程度比起当初收到通知书的时候简直是相去甚远,现在想想,那会儿还真是Too Simple,Naive.那会根本想象不到也不会去想接下来将要煎熬的两年,也想象不到两年后结束的方式,很多时候有了好的开头,反而会让结尾变得更扑朔迷离,其实眼前的很多东西都不是看起来那样的,很多当时的感受其实也是相当错位的.
    现在的我是真的懒得从两年前娓娓道来了,这是变老的表现吗?翻翻以前的相册和以前写的日志,才发现其实这两年真是枯燥得不行,粗线条的生活,糙.如今书总算是读完了,算下来是不是十八年寒窗了呢?现在是不是可以”呆呆地站在鏡子前,笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結,將頭髮梳成大人模樣,穿上一身帥氣西裝”地去工作了?其实,很难说25岁了该算是年轻还是不年轻:特别是在德国,因为学制的问题总是能看见很多所谓的老人;但换一个视角,我的大学同学忙着工作或还在读书,高中同学都忙着结婚,初中小学同学不是忙着生小孩就是忙着带小孩了.但唯独统一的就是,谁都想再年轻个那么几岁.
    这些年,从新浪体育到贴吧再到狗孩,我15岁的时候舍甫琴科才25岁,10年了,我QQ名字都和签名从来没变过,而如今的我关注的竟是那些15岁的妖童们;从那会儿的沈冰到王梁再到周亦舟,现在表妹的球迷已经可以公然地在解说我们的比赛的时候吐槽了;从QQ空间Space到校内再到微博,什么是潮流?这就是潮流.
    现在真是一个不流行写日志的年代,更新的东西既没质也没量了,真正剩下的几位爱吐槽的骨灰级的好友都基本还坚持在用WP的时候偶尔也同步一下,如今大家都已经习惯了那小框框里的140字,剩下的尽是重复率极高的转发,虽然我也很习惯.每天的阅读量实在太大了,特别是网上的那些玩艺儿,真相越来越少,水军越来越多,笑点越来越奇怪,真是熵不起.
    但是,真的很感谢那些还在新浪微博上还粉着我的朋友们,竟然还能够忍受我的间歇性疯狂刷屏,虽然我不知道是不是已经被和一些很没有营养的机器人们归到一个组里了,不过还是要由衷地感谢.
    最后,求知道,哪里能看那些年.

Please hold on.

At first, thanks for all the people who are along with my master study in these two years. It is eventually finished.

Two years are not so tedious but it is far away from the great emotion as I expected when I get the offer from TU-Darmstadt. Two years, too simple, na?ve. However, not everything is coincidence in my life as presented before. In my bachelor study, my roommate could not abide the situation that I could not calculate the results he had given in the exam. Neither am I. The fucking course is Networks. I also remember that I took this course twice when I was an exchange student in University Bremen and once more in Darmstadt. Moreover, the topic of my master thesis is Network-on-Chip. Unfortunately, I can work on the Godaddy well right now. May be it is the causality.

Everyday I open most of the SNS websites in my favorites as a sequence when I switch on my laptop and live matches occupies the time at most weekends. I still use the TT browser. Without excitement, stimulation and interesting, it is the study life in Germany. My portrait of these years is at times suffused in an atmosphere of sentimental nostalgia. I could not sleep earlier than 2 o’clock for a complete week. According to Goalhi, Tianya and other forums, I spend a lot of time with some other ashes-level fans. You can easily enlarge and enhance the information which you quest for. Definitely, I can conclude that more than 50% of members of Goalhi are more competent than Camacho, the coach of China. At least, they do not need a translator as shability as this one forever. It is also confused in the values of the society as the incredible incidents taking place and Wikipedia has translated the Fifty Cents Party. As the improvement of culture of internet these years, you will find more interesting things when you get the words Black Abdomen, Diors.

Because of a large amount of the entropy of the information such as news and fashion, I really could not differentiate the truth and the reality. It does not matter because the entertainment will be forbidden and nothing is truth.

I am also much appreciate for all the guys who still follow me at Sina Weibo. In tolerating my crazy covering screen sometimes, you really hold on the relationship. It is not in on principle or serious but I think grouping me with The Bad Joke or some other Roberts seems a better solution at least.

At last, thanks for your patient in reading this diary till here by my fucking English.